See ya, wouldn't wanna be ya!

One of the absolutely most mainest things I ever in my entire life(16 years) have learned from life experiences and other people's experiences is to never, I mean never...depend on someone for help. That Also goes hand in hand with never trusting anyone including people who have known for all your life(16 years). Also never look forward to anything nice and happy, cuz if you do you'll get hurt and disappointed in yourself and others. I guess that's all a part of growing up.When you grow up, you have to be independent confident, strong yada yada yada. I learned
depressing me one bit at the most stupidest young age that you get hurt by the people you THOUGHT you loved. With all those strong emotions of hate/love, betrayed, loneliness, annoyed... comes perseverance to excel and focus on other things that don't leave you face down grasping for breath. Ehh this aint cuz although I like the idea of staying a kid, sometimes you just have to face the facts and get on with your life and be normal like any the human being. I don't know what else to talk about that might make this a little bit more entertaining so ya if you already started reading then stopped becuz of thoughts of depressing surround your life, its ok. But I love writing about this stuff so see ya wouldn't wanna be ya.

The best way out is through

life is but a walking shadow,
a poor player who struts and frets his hour upon the stage
and then is heard no more,
it is a tale told by an idiot full of sound and fury,
signifying nothing
Family and the hardest blog to talk/write about for. So I might not write very long in this one. Maybe it is a lack there of.
Okay, here are the facts:
My favorite color is blue. I like Pizza. I like singing.And last but certainly not all of it... Writing. I Feel that what I have to say, write, and blah does not matter in the scheme of things.
"Of Course its all in your mind Harry, but why on earth should you think that it isn't real?"
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If we can't live together, we're gonna die alone!

these little wonders-these twist and turns of fate
After all the discussions in class about Oedipus, Harold Crick and the seemingly endless circle of fate and responsibility, what do you walk away with knowing, understanding, doubting, or wondering?

I have always be enraptured with wondering of life and the meaning. I don't know of this has anything to do with Philosophy, what am I talking about everything has do with with Philosophy! I Really want to understand the meaning of life, the dilemmas everyone has to face. I read Sophie's World about Three times! So I was basically introduced to philosophy but I kinda still don't understand(maybe I'll read it a 4Th time!). Well, I was always taught that think with your brain, not with your mouth, so I do do(he he-I'm so immature) wonder alot on the thoughts of fate and stuff. But I completely understand how Harold crick is noble about his fate and stuff.(It was because he faced his fate, knowing his fate, and still did the right thing, RIGHT?!!) But It did take me quite awhile to get the Oedipus nobility. I was like was he noble and his wife not? They both seriously bucked up themselves!. Then like three days later it was all clear as a midsummer night's dream...Anyway in the mist of fate, responsiblity is important! I alway's have doubted myself even over the most simpleist things so I may doubt myself even when I doubt somwthing(I doubt that I have doubt).

Anyway, I finally understood how fate resonsiblity goes hand and hand with nobility with does or doesn't decide our fate. Responsiblity to me The only thing I understood was that the questions that we want answered, then we find the answers, and those answers only led to other questions around the answers....which leads to this questions: are we meant to have these answers?, is there no final answers to be found?

Fate or Free Will

Either we have absolute free will, or we have no free will at all, or we have a certain measure of free will. I believe I have the will to be free. I define fate no something that will happen, but has already happened. I don't define free will as doing everything that you want like flying, lifting a building or breathing in nothingness(space).I was watching the Matrix the other day, and when Neo(Keanu Reeves is mein mann!) was presented to the oracle, she describes his life not as something that will come to be, but is. Neo just has to figure out HOW this happens, HOW he will decide his fate(same as Oedipus). God ultimately decides our fate, our lives, but does it really matter(predestination). Do we really want to waste our lives pondering our existence? This pondering only creates more questions for us that can be never answered. Because... TRUTH IS RELATIVE!The HOW part is free will. Its not like I'm saying both but... how can you not?This kinda creates a little paradox in if our lives are predestined, then how do live them?But if you don't believe in that higher power than I guess you are basically stuck. I define free will as: free thought, control on weather I skip school or not go to school. But there are restrictions... Society...our parents! We were conditioned to think a certain way...wait.. that's conformity.In religion the free will seems to be very very confusing but whatever. I'm not saying... you can't be whatever you want to be... But lets take about free will on a grander scale: marriage, career choice, deaths. I really want to say both but she won't let me. Anyway, is there true love? Are you and that certain person meant to be together, forever? It is fate for you to be poor, rich(environment). The point is that you can not control fate, if it has to happen, it will happen.So what the point of questioning these things.For example: horoscopes are all about fate(L-O,L-O,L-O,L-O-V-E!) and some people think that fate is great because you get to fall in love on the first of November.I think that that believing in fate make is more interesting because a higher power has to be involved in this and that's just amazing!I, in particular, don't like thinking to deeply on life.......it depresses me.